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Showing posts with label MARY HAHN. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MARY HAHN. Show all posts

Friday, July 22, 2011

NEWS- PAINTER LUCIAN FREUD DIES AT AGE 88





New York dealer William Acquavella said Freud had died at his London home on Wednesday after an unspecified illness.
Freud, a grandson of the psycho-analyst Sigmund Freud, was born in Berlin in 1922 and fled to Britain with his Jewish family in 1933, when he was 10.
Freud - particularly known for his paintings of nudes - became a British citizen in 1939.
Boy on a Sofa fetched £1.49m last year, a record price for a work on paper by Freud
His works have been increasingly sought after at recent auctions and his portrayal of an overweight nude woman sleeping on a couch sold in 2008 for $33.6m (£20.6m) - a world record for a work by a living artist.
'Lived to paint' Mr Acquavella described Freud "as one of the great painters of the 20th Century".
"In company he was exciting, humble, warm and witty. He lived to paint and painted until the day he died, far removed from the noise of the art world."
Nicholas Serota, director of the Tate gallery, said: "The vitality of [Freud's] nudes, the intensity of the still life paintings and the presence of his portraits of family and friends guarantee Lucian Freud a unique place in the pantheon of late 20th Century art.
"His early paintings redefined British art and his later works stand comparison with the great figurative painters of any period."
Former Observer art critic William Feaver, who knew Freud for more than 40 years, said Freud was someone who had "restored portraiture to its proper place", by focusing on all types of people, not just successful businessmen and their wives.
"He said everything he did was autobiographical and a self portrait. He was a witty, impulsive artist but generous with it."
Mr Feaver said Freud had left several unfinished paintings.
He said: "He always liked to keep a couple of paintings on the go in case he dropped off the twig and I know he's done that."
Former muse Sue Tilley, who sat for the nude Benefits Supervisor Sleeping, said she had "fantastic experiences" while posing for the portrait.
"I found out last night on Twitter, bizarrely, and I did start crying," she told BBC Breakfast.
"I haven't seen him for a long time and he's not really a close friend now but it's a part of my life that's kind of gone."
Order of Merit Freud, the son of an architect and older brother of the late broadcaster Clement Freud, went to the Central School of Art, in London and then to the East Anglian School of Painting and Drawing and London's Goldsmiths College.
At first he confined himself to drawing, but when he was 17 had a self-portrait accepted for reproduction in the magazine, Horizon.
Freud was recognised early on and after a spell in the Merchant Navy in 1942, had his first one-man show in 1944, when he was 21.
Lucian Freud
  • Grandson of Sigmund Freud
  • Born 1922, his family moved to Britain from Germany in 1933 to escape persecution
  • Spent most of working life in London's Paddington as its sleaziness appealed
  • Works in public ownership include Bananas at Southampton City Art Gallery and portrait of Sir Cedric Morris in National Museum of Wales
After the war he went to France and Greece, and having taken up painting by then, returned to the UK in 1948 to teach for 10 years at the Slade School of Art.
Freud was married twice, first to sculptor Jacob Epstein's daughter, Kitty, the subject of his celebrated Girl With a White Dog. His second wife was the daughter of the Marquess of Dufferin and Ava.
Freud's other key works include Naked Girl Asleep and Reflection (self portrait). The Queen and supermodel Kate Moss are among those to have sat for the artist.
Freud was a member of the Order of Merit, one of Britain's most prestigious chivalry honours presented to individuals by the Queen for great achievement in the fields of the arts, learning, literature and science.
The honour is restricted to 24 members at any one time, plus additional foreign recipients and past recipients include Florence Nightingale, Sir Winston Churchill, Sir Edward Elgar and Mother Teresa.

Friday, July 15, 2011

LOOKS LIKE MARYS OFF MY BLOGS! THANKGOODNESS!

i had taken her off MY blogs in the second week of our fighting on facebook. and off every connected sight we share together online.
she was still connected to me...i looked for a way to remove her from my blogs on here,, and the policy was as long s NETWORKED Blogs (the publishing feed to facebook) was posting  feeds to the public, there was no way to remove her. because the blogs were public blogs.

so, i had then decided to think about moving all these blogs over to wordpress...to get her OUT of my life...and actually was working on that endevor.
today i went and checked too see if shes connected to these, and i dont see her (THANK GOODNESS!)

shes also tried to RE-connect herself to my youtube channel (both accounts). one more time and i block her completely.
i dont have the tollerance for her erratic behavior, nor do i have the time to commit to trying to make her see the world in a better way, thats a job shell have to figure out on her own.

i cant give her the life shes seeking.
i cant make people like her.
i cant make God bless her.
thats all on her.

shes OFF my blogs, so thats good, for me anyway.

i feel i can write in some peace and tranquility, at least...but i know, all she has to do is open any browser and search my blog and go read...go for it, just DO NOT connect. i have nothing to hide. i never have.

oh, and by the way? mary? dont try to sling anything around about my NEMESIS, and my NEMESIS wife, as dirt on me...you dont even know the names of these individuals...(hence the nicknames ive given them)
never know, my NEMESIS wife might be reading this, and decide to connect to you...(look up HAHN JACKSON on facebook, or TWIG HAHN, or TWIG JACKSONE, or MARY HAHN, yeah i know about your new "gamer name" if your interested in connecting to her) she might share all kinds of stories (and lies) about me with you. and you both can  plan my dimise and wish the worst for me. have fun while you do it, might as well make it worth the effort, after all.

i, on the other hand, have forgiven them, even you, mary. and am at peace with it all. so, bring it. dish it out as heavy as you want too. im right here...waiting.

i truthfully DO have God on my side, because i am at peace. you cant say that, mary. your still living in turmoil.  and anxiety, and having issue.  even as the world appears to be against me, i am held in His goodness. i cant say that about you.

see? the part you forget is the pain, and anguish , and trial you bear, is brought on by your own selfishness...and greed.
learn to love others, despite their faults, and forgive them, even if they do you harm, and move forward in the perfect grace of the Savior.
your job here, on earth, is to be as CHRISTLIKE (meaning as much like Him as possible) as you can be.
even HE had righteous anger. even He cried, and wept. so id thing that the range of emotions within the human soul would be allowed, just also within the laws of God.

we cant pick and chose which commandments will work for us, you either follow them all, its pointless to follow the few, because while your trying to be better, your also convincing yourself to bend for yourself, which is a tool of satan.
and as long as your allowing yourself to be convinced its ok to "sin a little here, and sin a little there, for the end doesnt come till the 'morrow" then youll never ever get the clearity and enlightenment your seeking.

your heart aches, mary, your soul yearns....and all it needs to get right is...to follow the laws the way God said to do it. if it isnt broken, why try to fix it?
if it works for millions and billions of people, then why do you assume to change any part of it would work in your favor?

your not following some of the most basic commandments given.
and your NOT following the gratest one ever told:
"to love one another, even as I, the Lord, loves you"
"no greater love hath a man towards another, than to lay down his life for him"

i STILL love you. i always have. but as long as you make unreasonable demands of me. and expect me to be your pawn, ill have to stay away from you.
id NEVER put you in harms way, im the one that offered you a place to come when i feared youd die at the hand of chris...so WHY would i invite him back INTO your life?
im the one that wanted you to be a free person, and not shackled any longer by his abuse, i wanted you to fly away a free bird, and see the beauty and glorious happiness that can come from being free mentally, spiritually, emotionaly, and physically..your out of the cage, but still within it. and that saddens me.

so, you take all your anger, and rage out on me and terry, your newest pawn/lover/husband. and anyone else that steps in your path. ive nicknamed you the tornado, you sweep in with so much fury and rage, people are left with a task of putting back together what you ripped apart, and you say they deserved it..no one deserves to have to suffer because YOU suffer.
no one said you have a right, because your in pain to inflict pain upon others.
you dont have that right.

you really needed time away from chris to discover your own true self...to see the world without the shades of a lover on, or th  shades of a bruised injured soul... to experience the love that God has for you, just you and Him.
but you were scared to do it. still are.
and ran into the arms of the next available human, hoping for a better way.

mary, that better way is in YOU!
if you want better, YOU have the power to make it better.
if you want happiness, thats in YOU.
BE HAPPIER!
just chose to do it, and get it done.
its a power we ALL have, but few fail to see its true magic.

its like self esteem, no person can hand that too you, you already posses it, you just have to see it for its tue worth.
self love, happiness, and  beauty, are all inside you...
go get them.

be happy. cause you deseve it.
always have.

i love you. but i have too keep my distance as long as your toxic.
i had to take my mother in small doses as well. i KNOW toxicity..ive lived with it, your a shinning example in my life of what to stay away from.
i have to thank you for that.
i at least can see the signs.
gives me the power to say "NO" and allow you to grow and become better.

i pray you will.

MICHELLE

Thursday, January 27, 2011

USING MY CHOPSTICKS AT A MEXICAN RESTAURANT

im not sure WHY we went out the day after my 44th birthday to another restaurant. alot has changes since then as far as eating out goes, we did it quite frequently before my surgery. not so much since, because i cant really hold allot of substance within my stomach like i used to be able to do.

the date stamps indicate that these were taken on january 27th. (my camera has been known to throw a few wrong dates on pictures occasionally, especially if i replace any batteries in it). so, for the sake of argument, well assume the dates are correct.

the chopsticks im pictured eating with arnt the ones my mother-in-law sent me, they are actually from another gift i got form a (ex) friend. Mary Hahn.
she had sent me some yellow chopsticks from a company that had some yellow ones with monkeys on them,



i cant ever seem to get, they seem to always be out of stock of that particular product. but mary went online and got me this pair instead.


its yellow. :) not monkeys tho, but thats not her fault its the thought that counts right?
well. i use them. even have pics of me doing so. LOVE them.
if we were still talking, id remind her that this gift is one i will forever cherish.

heres me using the ones she got me.


yes, folks that a taco salad im eating with those chopsticks. WHY? because eating with chopsticks slows you down. and in my quest to have the gastric surgery. i used this technique almost everywhere we went. got some pretty weird looks too. but it was worth every one of them. :)

my Hubby, Craig Williamson.

one of my FAVORITE WAITERS at POBLANOS..his names BUDDY but i call him BONO, because he slightly resembles bono in his younger years. minus the facial hair..lol

MICHELLE

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I AM CONVINCED I HAVE TO START DESIGNING MORMON/LDS BLOGGER BLOG BACKGROUNDS

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as im scrolling through the net, im also noticing, theres not that many (altho i havnt done a specific quest for them yet) of anything JEWISH either..ill have too look deeper, just to make sure.


if MARY HAHN comes to blog here, id like to be able to offer her specific blogger backgrounds for HER faith, as i am looking for specific backgrounds for MY faith (Mormon).


i can find any number of LDS/Mormon people who have blogs, or any number of the same who have created OTHER Christian related blog backgrounds...but i can not find a single blog background that even just shows a Bible, or a Bible and Book of Mormon.


i cant find any that show any of the temples either. and we have 130+? now all over the world?
perhaps theres some kind of copy write about it...
id actually offer them for free...i just would like to be able to have a background i really enjoy...and references SOMETHING about me...
for instance, i have a blogger blog about my scripture studies (right now is empty, but i hope to add to it soon) and id like SOMETHING to reflect the theme of that blog.


and i know Mary has like a ton of holidays she celebrates being Jewish...so, she should be able to have backgrounds that reflect the holiday at the moment...
i could also, gear them towards her favorite colors: Gold and White...


so, im gonna start begging for the PHOTOSHOP ELEMENTS (at least a start) Program, so i can be creative, have a web page up, that would have a page up JUST for my faiths Blogger backgrounds..


im also finding it really hard to find ANY blogger background for FAMILY HISTORY...


so thats ANOTHER idea i have set up in my head i want to make happen.


MICHELLE